Joy by name, Joy by nature :'(

It was the funeral today. It was really hard. Seeing them carry the coffin in really brought me down to earth with a bump. I just cant get my head around the fact that she's gone. She was so bubbly and full of life the last time i saw her. She should have had so much time ahead of her.

We sang 'Easter Hymn' and 'You raise me up'. It was amazing to sing with the girls again.

Something really strange happened too, just as we all began to sing, a little black butterfly flew in and landed on the music stand :') Im not one who normally believes in 'signs' and things but i think that was something really lovely :)

There was a beautiful 'Order of Service' which had a really nice photo on the front and a picture of a penguin on the back :) She really loved penguins :) I brought her a cuddly one for christmas once :)
There were a couple of beautiful readings and poems which had everyone sobbing, it was pretty tough to see all my friends (and teachers) so upset. They were all so brave though.

I just hope Miss Nicol realised what a difference she made to us all. She taught me so much and i just wish i'd had a chance to thank her. She was a wonderful lady, taken from us way to soon, and im so thankful for all the amazing memories i have of her :')

R.I.P Miss Nicol

Loved always and never forgotten xxx

Poorlyish :(

I hate fact that i STILL haven't been managing to find time in my busy little life to write my blog. But i guess it doesnt have to be everyday :( Once in a while will still be nice to look back on. :)
Im sooo poorly :(
Been off work yesterday and today and i really cant afford to be! :( Iv got a banging headache, temperature, incredibly sore throat and i keep coughing to the point where i either bleed or throw up :( I also havent slept for 4 days :( Bad times.
Im supposed to be singing at Miss Nicols funeral tomorrow and at the moment i have no voice :( Its going to be a pretty difficult day anyway without feeling like im about to cough myself into a coma :(
Cant believe how quickly the weeks are flying by! The weddings creeping up really fast! We've arranged for the bridesmaids to have their fitting on the 18th Feb, which will be a big job done :) Im realy looking forward to that.
God, im gonna be sooo ready for three weeks on honeymoon :) wherever it is that we're going :)
I cant wait!
Anyway, im gonna try and go back to bed and maybe actually get some sleep!
Dont see it happening tbh :(
xxx

Exciting news! :D

Yo! Im not even going to attempt to go through everything thats happened since i last blogged! But anyway, i had the auditions for 'Masque' on Monday night! And i got the part of Sandy!! :D Went to rehearsal last night and we sat the dance for Bare Necessities! Which was great fun!
Iv spent the day doing loooads of housework today! Got loads done. Its put me in a really good mood :)
Now me and monkey are sat watching 'She's the man', then we'll be off for snuggles in bed :)
xxxx

Sorry :(

Ugh, its been a while since i last blogged again, Iv had a couple of really busy days, followed by really late nights and iv been exhausted! I promise i will blog when i get home from work tonight though!
And i'll tell you all about everything thats been going on over the past few days :)
xxx

ugh :(

uuuggh :( Its 1:35am and i'm still awake! Its like i'm turning into Adam :(
Anyway, i'll blog later. Need sleeeeeep :( up for work in less than 5 hours :(
Bad Times :(

Missed you :(

Well, i do apologise, i didnt manage to blog last night. Had a pretty weird evening, I hadnt taken my keys to work, so therefore couldnt get into the house once i got back to MV, So i went round to Adams mums. Had a pretty weird visit, then Adam picked me up.
We stayed at home for about ten minutes then Adam went round to see his mum. I watched a few soaps before becomming so tired i eventually slumped off to bed (alone) at about 10:30.
Adam got home at about half 11 and when he came up, we sat chatting for about an hour and a half. He then went off downstairs, and i tried to get back to sleep whilst feeling completely emotionally drained.
However, the rest of the day had been pretty positive. I had a random phone call at work from our new manager, who said she had a 'really exciting job for me', she asked for me to go straight round to boots, and to tell the others to 'expect to be without me for the entire afternoon'.
So i was kinda nervous/excited as i went rushing round to Boots.
It turns out, she has chosen to make me 'Customer Care Champion' :) Im going to get a new badge, and have quite a bit more responsability :) Iv got to start doing conference calls on Tuesday mornings, iv been given a huge wall which iv got to strip, and fill with a complete new display (For which iv got to do lots of research and get the figures and stats together).
So its all rather exciting really :)
Karen then gave me some money from the till and sent me off to partners to get some resources for my display :)
It made me laugh when i found out one of the reasons i was chosen to do this: A few months ago, i was bored at home one evening, so i started making a poster of all my work colleauges as cartoon animals. E.g Danny Donkey, Liesl Lamb, Milly Moose etc. I coloured them in and put a title over saying 'Our Team'.
Apparently this shows that i am creative and have 'great team spirit' :)

So.....
Today....

Of course, the 7:30 bus failed to turn up. So Vicki and i ended up cramming ourselves on the 8am bus with all the sweaty school kids.
That was, of course after sliding my way accross the park and carpark Bambi style!
The 8am bus finally got us into town at 9:20. Louise had exactly the same problem, therefore Ali was left waiting outside the shop, Keyless wondering where the hell everyone was. And the girl from Boots, Laura was completely on her own wondering when someone was going to turn up to cover!
I got to Boots at about 9:25, absolutely clueless of course, as iv never even seen their computer systems, filing system or pre-testing equipment before! So i dont think i was a great deal of help, although i tried my best!
I went back to D&A at about half 11, and spent all afternoon working on my display, which i really enjoyed :)

After work, i went to mums to hang out before my audition, and then head off again in the snow :)
When i got there i soon got chatting to the girl i was sat next to, she was really nice.
We didnt actually have to audition tonight, and its still not West Side Story im auditioning for, its a 'Songs from the Musicals' show. We were given a list of numbers that are going to feature, and we had to decide which parts we'd like to audition for on Monday night. So i put my name down for Belle (Beauty and the Beast), Sandy (Grease) and Maria (WSS).
So i'd better get practicing!
:)
xxxxx

New day, new manager!

Its been a very strange day at work today. I actually quite enjoyed it, but it was very strange just being girls, and not many of us at that!
I just kept my head down and got lots of work done, which was suprisingly nice. Did lots in my workbook :)
Its frustrating, because im normally really chirpy, bouncing about the place, people always assume theres something wrong if im slightly less energetic or quiet! Today i just wanted to sit quietly and get some work done, thats all there was to it :)
We'd been expecting our area manager all day, and he popped in at like 5:10, just as we were wanting to start cashing up. He told us that we have now got the Boots manager as our manager too. Everyone was really quiet! None of us really know her that well yet, but she said she's gonna arrange private meeting with each of us so we get to know eachother, which i guess will be nice.

I walked to mums after work, and Adam was already there which was nice :)
We had Shepherds pie for tea and then sat and had a chat with mum :)
Now we're at home waching soaps (how thrilling our lives are) :p
I just cried at Coronation Street cos Kevin and Sally had to tell the girls that Sally has breast cancer ~ it was all rather familiar :(
Gonna stick a DVD on in a minute, then have a shower and get to bed :) Hoping to go swimming tomorrow night :) Not been for ages!
Love love love xxxx

Our day together :)

Well, last night ended kinda strangely, Adam set the bedroom up with candles and relaxing music etc and gave me a proper massage :)(whilst watching sky sports news on mute over my shoulder of course <3
I fell asleep soon (ish :p) after ;p.
We both woke up at about 2am and ended up chatting for about 2 and a half hours, which was really nice :) Its been a while since we did that :)
I got up at about half 11 and got ready to go out, i woke Adam up at about 12:30 and we set off for McArthur Glen :)
We sat and had a jacket potato to warm us up first of all, then went round to the paper shop to get invitation supplies :)
We then went to Tesco's to get some envelopes and i got some wellies!! :)
When we got home, Adam started working on the invitations while i planned some stuff in my 'Wedding Companion' :)
At about 6, we nipped to the shop to get some stuff, and i made us egg cobs, followed by apple pie and custard for tea :)
I put Jane Eyre on and we carried on doing wedding stuff :)
Now, its 11:15 and iv got to get up super early in the morning cos i dont know whats happening with the buses while the weathers still bad :s
Not really looking forward to work tomorrow, but ah well. A girls gotta do what a girls gotta do!
Laters :) xxxxxxxxx

Not had a particuarly plesant day today really :( The snow was so deep the buses weren't running properly, so i didnt actually get to work until 11! :(
Even so, today seeriously dragged!
After work, i nipped to mums and borrowed her sledge :) Hopefully Adam and i will be out in the snow for a bit tomorrow :)
We're nipping to McArthur Glen tomorrow to try and get more paper and card for the invertations :)
Anywho, we're snuggled up on the sofa watching 'The Simpsons Movie' now, and iv been promised a candlelit massage later :) So im gonna shoot :)
xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Well, its been a while!

I cant believe how long its been since i wrote on here! Am i right in thinking i never even entered this site at all during the whole of 2009?

This is going to be another new years resolution! I think it'll be extra nice to keep this blog going this year cos we've got lots happening, with all the planning and the wedding etc :)

Anywho, so much has happened since i last blogged! New job, new lodger, new album, soo many new friends, and of course we are now only 4 months and 21 days from the big day!

We've got lots to do! Got to arrange to get the bridesmaids for dress fittings and the men for suit fittings this month. :) We're working on getting invitations out this week.

I now work at D & A Opticians in Mansfield, which was kind of a career change! I am really enjoying it so far though! Although our manager left today so things are gonna be rather weird for a while i think :s

Its snowed loads lately, its been really difficult to get into work, Adams only worked one day since breaking up before christmas on the 18th!!!

Some more exciting news: im going to Audition for 'West Side Story' next week, im hoping it goes well because id sooo love to get into performing again! I miss it so much!

2010 has, however not had a particuarly pleasant start to it so far :(

I recieved some rather sad news yesterday. Miss Nicol, a vocal tutor who taught me during my years in Cantamus passed away in the early hours of Tuesday the 5th. I cant believe it, it still hasnt sunk in. Apparently she had been fighting cancer for two years, i had no idea she was even ill! I just hope she realised how many lives she shaped, she was an incredibly lady with alot to give, and she put so much hard work and time into helping so many people. R.I.P Miss Nicol. My thoughts are with her family, especiall her little boy Ted, who is only 7 :'(

Apparently we are all supposed to be singing at her funeral, but we obviously dont know when that is yet.

Also, Mama has got to have her Kidney removed, which is a bit scarey, but she's a strong lady so im sure she'll be just fine.

So yeah, lots has happened over the past year, and we have so much to look forward to!

See you tomorrow :) xxxx